after a long hiatus

after probably an yr long hiatus and many good news and bad news later i am back on track.
good news no 1. - i cleared my dnb and officially a MBBS, DNB ophthal
good news no 2.- im 7 months pregnant eagerly waiting for the new arrival
and the bad news is i lost a dear uncle (who i dint bother abt until i lost him and realised how much he influenced my life)
things are better, aravind is more predictable but i do have a pain in the ass im not able to get rid off  it will take me years to get rid of her or atleast to shut her up!
my present state is that im visibly happy, heavily pregnant and looking forward to going home and spend the next 6 months with my loved ones and waiting for the arrival of my new born.. anxious abt the delivery part though.. lets see how it works out

back with a bang!

After a long hiatus, im back with a bang! im live and kicking and ready for more..
now that i have nice satisfying job, i have nothing more to ask.. the clinics in the morning and the lovely home in the evenings..
what irritates me is the commute and pollution.. it pains me to see the state bangalore is in now.. its no longer the garden city..  and the day is not far when it will be rightly called the concrete city.. the drive through the rodleading to south circle was so heavenly 2-3 years ago with the beautiful shades of the huge trees on both sides of the road. now it looks no less than the rest of the city , thanks to  METRO which shaved most of them for the development of bangalore.. development BAH!!!! the politicians and the chief ruling peoples head of bangalore has gone for a toss!!! they are just worried about making MONEY MONEY AND MORE MONEY!!!..
saw an ad the other day wherein they were advertising for a talcum powder and glucose drink and air coolers for the excessive heat.. i was of the opinon that if u plant more trees, then we wont need any of the above products..
there are so many building coming up which gulp gallons of water everyday leaving the majority of the city dry. worse many of the buildings are not even occupied.. why cant they occupy the already made building and then think of making more.. 

5/9/10
leaving for home tomorrow.. mixed feelings.. am not sure about aravind.. very difficult to read his mind.. not seen a more non cooperating person in my life.. ciao till oct mid
joping to have a gala time back home..

4/9/10
am having a feeling that i enjoy more of tv than being with aravind.. probably one of those mood blues.. and aravind's not helping either,,
going home in 2 days. donno what im feeling... probably this separation is necessary to give our relationship some time..
lets see how it turns..

26/8/10
had been to minka's house yde to meet akhila and fly.. aarna is sooo adorable. wish i had one like that.. the road to rajajinagar is horrible. got a sudden feeling that world will be coming to an end soon and thats because we, the cancer cells, are multiplying so rapidly and destroying mother earth so fast..
humans are the biggest curse on this earth.. they are the most selfish people who are just running behind money, Money and MONEY!!!! people have the wrong notions.. and the dont care attitude is making it more worse..
wonder when things will come to an end.. for the better..

22/8/10
happy onam!!
started smocking.. happy with its results.. waiting to see the final piece

20/8/10
its been 7 long years since i lost the caring shadow of my mother.. miss u soooo much ma.. only sad part was i realised ur worth only after u were gone and ma, im sure u would be proud of the person i am now, after ur departure. ur 2 adorable grandkids.. u are missing so much ma.. but im sure u are watching all of us from some where..
i just hope i give some good news this time.. help me ma!!!!
dint do chudi today.. donno whats the significance of it, plus i gave the excuse.. i donno  if i was right or wrong but i definitely was not feeling guilty about it..